24 Hours +

This morning I feel a bit more like my old self, calm, more in control and dealing with small bite sized chunks of things to be dealt with.  What a difference 24 hours + has made.  It seems to be working but the extra anxiety although not gone seems to have dissipated somewhat and I am anxious to get on with things, feel as though I have a little more energy (think the earlier nights have helped with that).  The course that has been cancelled I very much need but perhaps in reality was a step too far which was impacting on everything else.  It is very much tied up with my future work possibilities.  However with it not going ahead it is a chance to pull myself together and get on with other matters which in reality are a higher priority. So I need to get myself into gear and really start to motor in a practical manner.

It does not help that I do not seem to have got very far with the projects I do need to do which is very disheartening.   

I have the hospital today for a yearly checkup at the arthritis clinic so we shall see how we are getting on or whether I have to make any adjustments to the routine I have in place. Whether I will see the Consultant or his Registrar not at all sure.  Of late seems to have been the Registrar.

It is a bit of a grey morning and feels damp again which is not helpful to my mobility.  Walking upstairs is a bit of a problem.  Not so bad coming down though.

Right had better get myself sorted.  Hopefully catch up later on.

Pattypan

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